Why You gone?

Sitting on literature,
waiting for grammar,
already have maths
and two history.
Well, It’s a hard day,
I can’t concentrate.

…My toughts are far, far away

I’m listening
what my teacher says to me,
I try to understand,
but I can’t make it
I can see her mouth moving,
but I don’t hear voice.

…My thoughts are far, far away.
My thoughts are far, far away.

I’m drawing figures
without knowing what they are,
I can’t stop my hands,
they are on their own.
I’m falling into pieces,
I can’t find myself.

…My thoughts are far, far away.
My thoughts are far, far away.
My thoughts are far, far away.

I’m looking for the reason in my mind.
I’m searching why You had to go away.
We were friends, we were lovers,
we were a pair, like two flowers.
And we promised forever,
You and me love each other.
If I take care of You, and You of me,
I’m sure: we could make a family.

But you went away, and I don’t know why,
Everything I believed were just a lie?
I gave all my love to you, everyday.
Tell me darling why didn’t you stay!
You are my only love in this wild world.
And you could leave me without a single word.
What you are made of steel I must think
all those years, so much love for nothing?

Oooh! I miss you! I miss you much!
Oh, darling, why you left me?

(I think I’ll die!)